Posted on: Sunday, May 1, 2011 @ 7:28 PM | 1 comment(s)
it's about spm 2011
i have collected bout 2 or less A's within these two years
and that seemed pretty bad . yea .they said so

coz i hear u sir
when YOU say that imma troubled kid
''she's just cant be repaired''
yes, you moron ...
i heard u
said that, that day
and i dont think ure stupid enuf nit to notice myh prescence half a meter from you

;let me clear some things up for ya .
ive been thru these past years alone ,like allah knows how i was dying inside *and still are
all ive got is my family to back me up,
(i was really  atroublesome. u never know . and still ,i regret it now)

and i..
i speak a lot to my own self.
i wrote journal-like diary
they too think that i was hopeless

back then ,
u dont even know me
dont even notice me
but i dont really give a da** about it
and sometimes u speak a lot
i feel lke a punk smacking up sum1's but*
but still, ure that sum1 i gotta respect
and i was always tryina keep it up with me
all the time

dat day
when the words got blurted out from youyr mouth
i said
that's it.
i remember how i bit my lips and said to myself and said that was it
it took a lot of restraint from my part not to HIT you ,
i cant stand anynmore provocation .
thick or thin,
uve never been thre backing me up
like my fam does
s0 why should i bother u anymore??

now anymre words from ya, ill try my best in my sense of humanity not to give a care
when u think , u re a great speaker and the whooole world do listen to you,all this time
go on with it .
nice dreamer ,huh .

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