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Aishah Hmra 2nd june 94 . a wanderer .a proud muslim . a cfs iium student . ( more..? )
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Posted on: Wednesday, September 19, 2012 @ 1:54 AM | 0 comment(s)
sod + ba + ro
have i tell you not ? that ive got this big bro . well i dont guarantee that he will be there whenever i need him . but seriously , when i need him, he is always be there . pardon ? *whatever for tonight..yes..tonight . i feel all down . of sum incidents . yes there will always this kind of incident . so that u will at least have a reason of why suddenly ure tearing up getting sensitive out of nowhere . and so it is . yea-u know what it feels like when u're super-duper-double-ultimate-down . ''one thing u will know that when i laugh crazily hard/loud . - i am actually ripped inside.'' ayyoyyo ... sangat lah depressed sampai ambik buku politik dengan comm pegi bace kekuat (exaggerating) dekat hisbah nye lobby . i dont care of people yang tengah onlin-ing . even finish them comm for quiz tomorrow but i dont guarantee that i pick up everything i read tho . sangat tak boleh jadi ni . sangat takde rase nak tido . sangat tertekan . sangat rasa nak nangis . sangat sangat sangat . masuk bilik . sumpah sentimental abes ~ but then... tiba-tiba rasa nak bukak facebook . then i took a shot . texted this brother . lol he have not asleep yet . we talked . and hes got math test tomorrow . so i think that i wouldnt bother him with my '' negative chakra '' so,. i asked him for some words of wisdom . (ure in a desperate mode , ur trying everything to release urself from the upset wave) cos things get so sentimental i did cried reaching the end of his words. they're nothing but something .
kita ni tanggungjawab besar..sedar tak sedar tanggungjawab kita sgt besar..
so tak kira lah mcm mna gagal sekalipun,usaha menuntut ilmu tu kita kena teruskan..sebab kita perlukan ilmu tu..utk sempurnakan tanggungjawab kita...hebatnya kita orang Islam sebab kita belajar utk tuntut ilmu,bukan utk berjaya di dunia ni..tapi kejayaan mutlak di akhirat kelak..insyaAllah..
orang akan kutuk kita,gagal sikit mcm2 la..tapi takpe..mungkin Allah hntar org2 tu utk uji kita..kita xleh nk marah ke dorang jgak..
dan sememangnya kalau nak jadi orang hebat,tiada jalan mudah..halangan2 perlu dilalui..jadi usah risau usah bimbang,teruskan melangkah..the pain is temporary,but the pride is forever!
dan ingat,setiap usaha kita takkan ada satu pun disia-siakan..boleh jadi sekecil-kecil kebaikan yg kita buat tu yg boleh menyelamatkan kita di akhirat kelak..
oh..did I help u or turn it worse?huhu
xpe2...kuatkan semangat! dan kalo tah rasa tak kuat, rsa keseorangan..hayati zikir ni,which is everyone knows,but only a little who really understands.. hasbi rabbi jallallah, ma fi qalbi ghairullah.. cukuplah..cukuplah Allah sebagai tuhanku,tiada yang lain di hatiku melainkan Allah..doesnt that beautiful..
be tough!
indeed . he's my big brother .
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